I wish everything in my life could have turned out different. My wife Cara and I are getting a divorce. I never wanted this to happen either. People think I'm a thief, and I'm not. My wife told me we could just file for a divorce and we can see if we can get back together in the future. She says she loves me, but we need help. I just have this feeling that when she files the paperwork that she is going to say that she doesn't want to be with me at all anymore. I also have this feeling that she wont let me see or talk to my daughter Eliza anymore.
     
      I just wish there was a way to prove that I'm not a thief, and a bad person. Everyone thinks it though, maybe i don't need to be on this earth anymore. Apparently all i do is hurt people. Maybe  everyone would be better off without me. I wonder what people would say about me when I'm dead and gone.

      The only way to find that out would be is die. Then I could go to my own funeral and see. There would probably be hardly anyone there. There would be no good words spoken about me either. I know what people think about me. I'm not stupid, some people think that I am. I know whats been said about me too. It hurts that people, people I love would call me a thief.

      I have had problems in the past, but I would have never stolen from a family member. If I would have know about the object I wouldn't have tried to sell the watch. I have been around the world and I've been to college 4 times. Still people treat me like a dumb ass, and tell me i know nothing. Well for right now this is the last blog I do for a while. Hopefully it will turn out different.

21 days married

 Well here we are, 21 days into our marriage. We have our little arguments, and disagreements. But we get through them with no problems. We never go to bed angry with each other. I was always told " You go to bed angry, and it will be worse in the morning."  My family loves Cara so much, and welcomed her into the family. I finally got a job, and  I start this next week. Yeaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.  

12 days

        Hi everyone, the day is so close. I just hope I can be the man Cara has always dreamed for. I want to be able to give what she needs, and more. In 4 more days we get to move into our new apartment. I can't wait for that, our own place. So here in 2 weeks starts our blogs as a married couple. Our first year of marriage will be tough.
         

30 DAYS

Well here it is, 30 days till the wedding. The first time I've wrote anything on this blog. Sorry just been too busy to write till now. I now live in San Diego. I'm also looking for jobs now. Cara and I just got word that we have an apt. at the colony. That is the name for the apts. the campus owns. I'm so excited. Cara, she's the best thing that has ever happened to me. My life now seems complete with her. In just 30 days we will be united as one. I just applied to Nazarene Bible College today to. I plan to become a youth minister. So to any single people that read this, just wait and GOD will bring the one meant for you. That's what I did. Then GOD brought me Cara. 


To everyone I know
   GOD BLESS YOU


Mitchall ODoniel